Editor’s note: The below contains mentions of sexual assault.
Audrey Horne (Sherilyn Fenn) is as indelible a part ofTwin Peaks' iconography as the coffee, thesurrealist idiosyncrasies, and the existential dread. The swaying daydreamer in her patterned skirts and red heels, the rebellious daughter compensating for her paternal neglect by playing at maturity, and an amateur-yet-ingeniousfilm noirheroine in the making— but always an 18-year-old young woman who isn’t immune to more age-appropriate behaviors, like wistfully casting Dale Cooper (Kyle MacLachlan) as anoble savior who can sweep her awayfrom her dreadful life. Sometimes, Audrey tries on complementary aesthetics for size, and at other times, those archetypes clash.EveryTwin Peaksteenager is broken in some way; Audrey just hides her afflictions better.
A sizable chunk of viewers, myself included, spentTwin Peaks: The Returnholding our breath to see if Audrey had survived Season 2’s explosive cliffhanger. While technically a “yes,” the nebulous specifics are as grim as the rest of Season 3, a project that — thanks to the unrated freedom streaming television provides — hews closer to the moody elegance andrecurring motifsof co-creatorDavid Lynch’s filmography than the first two seasons. Do I love what befalls my favoriteTwin Peakscharacter inThe Return? Not at all. Would I give grace to other male creators if they were behind Audrey’s storyline? Heck, I didn’t give Lynch himself grace whenThe Returnaired in 2017. I was indignant because he smashed up what I wanted to see, as if I didn’t appreciate that asone of his specialties. RewatchingTwin Peaksafter Lynch’s passing with a deeper appreciation for all the different tree branches that make up his vision, as well as reflecting on how my biases affected my initial response,I’ve realized that Audrey’s distressing conclusion perfectly slots intoTwin Peaks' mythology—a teenager exposed to darknesswhen she was too young, who becomes an adult woman facing her world’s most sinister, predictable psychological crevices.
‘Twin Peaks: The Return’ Crushed My High Hopes About Audrey Horne’s Ending
There’s a good chance the waysSeason 2 fumbles the ballwith Audrey predisposed me to approach Season 3 with extra-intense anticipation. Losing Lynch andMark Frost, hisTwin Peaksco-creator, means the majority of the series' sophomore effort is a mixed bag. When taken as a whole, Audrey’s Season 2 experience — turned into a damsel-in-distress, shuffled into a decent but uninspiring romance, her passionate frustrations channeled into civil activism —feels dismissive and incongruous with what came before. It’s almost like the series doesn’t know how to develop the potential Lynch and Frost had established, so it resorts to clichés too directionless for a girl who might follow ajazzy beatif she likes it, but always dances to the music in her head.
Twin Peaks: The Return, on the other hand, had meenthralled from moment one. When Audrey took 11 episodes to appear, I started drumming my fingers, but I trusted the process. Once she does arrive,we discover she’s stuck in a loveless marriage to Charlie (Clark Middleton), an accountant. To maybe no one’s surprise, however, Audrey’s unruly streak manifests through her bitterly flaunting her extramarital affair in Charlie’s face. Having a lover might be one of her only freedoms — whenever she tries to leave her home, she can’t. Is it her emotional trauma? Some supernatural interference? Or is it because theconfines of her reality are fracturingaround her, and Audrey realizes as much without fully understanding it yet?
Audrey’s Bleak, Brutal Situation Reflects the World of ‘Twin Peaks’
The cold, bleak facts we do know about Audrey’s reality are thatBOB possesses Mr. C, Cooper’s depraved doppelgänger, and rapes Audrey not long after his exit from the Black Lodge. She thenbecomes a single mother toTwin Peaks' version of the Antichrist, Richard (Eamon Farren). If she wakes from her coma following the bank vault explosion, as Frost’sTwin Peaks: The Final Dossiercompanion book technically confirms, Audrey becomes a recluse, eventually opening a beauty salon but never leaving her haunted hometown.
CircaThe Return, she’strapped in a miserable marriageto an average, uninspiring husband incapable of matching her fiery drive or her enthusiastic curiosity.Unable to assert her independence by venturing beyond her house, she spins her wheels, her frustration relentless. Eventually, Audrey almost collapses into a state that certain men would label “hysterical.” She’s a woman liable to be ignored or institutionalized because she’s become a burden to the men in her life, not acomplex humanwhose trauma deserves professional help.
Frost’sThe Final Dossierrefuses to clarify Audrey’s final fate. Doing so would contradict one of his latecreative partner’s signature approaches to fiction. Audrey’s failed marriage could be a fact. Like all of Lynch’s works, it could also be a metaphor or even an alternate reality — she might be an unwilling patient in a mental health facility, or trapped in another Lodge, or still in that coma. Whatever the truth, our last image of Audrey is herwearing all-white in an all-white room,staring at her makeup-less reflection in a mirror, and screaming.
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Oh, what could have been…
Adding insult to personal injury, Audrey never reunites with Cooper. Of course, anyromance between the twoduringTwin Peaks' initial run would’ve been wildly inappropriate. Of course, because it’s fiction, I still wanted a much older Audrey, shaped and matured by her life experiences, toget her man— and Dale to re-discover his headstrong girl Friday — once their power dynamic had balanced into equality. Even removing romance from the equation, however,one ofTwin Peaks' biggest dynamics all but evaporated.
David Lynch’s Violent Motifs in ‘Twin Peaks: The Return’ Are Compassionate, Not Exploitative
This outcome wholeheartedly irritated me during my first, second, and even my third watches. Unlike Diane (Laura Dern), who suddenly became a crucial character with a somewhat surprising romance with Cooper — surprising, given his established affection for Annie Blackburn (Heather Graham) —Audrey felt ousted to the sidelines once again. Even though aBlack Lodge doppelgängeris the only way that David Lynch would stoop to meaningless fan service, her story read like crumbs tossed out to sate the viewers. Perhaps most importantly, it felt too cruel for the elemental force of a young woman we knew so well, even forTwin Peaks.
With distance, yes, it’s cruel — but not sadistic or graphic.Audrey’s circumstances, both the confirmed and unexplained aspects, reinforce Lynch’s foundational concepts.Many of his films incorporate violence against women or address the male capacity for violence: takeBlue Velvet,Wild at Heart,Lost Highway, and, of course,Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me, a spin-off prequel starring the heart and soul of his longest-running universe, Laura Palmer (Sheryl Lee). Personally, even though some of Lynch’s narratives surrounding these topics fall into tropes, he’s one of the only male directors I’ve never felt threatened by when they reflect on and grapple withtheir gender’s most repellent side.
Instead, I’ve sensed compassion in both the presentation and the reasoning behind it.Fire Walk With Me, for example, isa transcendent artistic achievementbecause it’sthe waking nightmare of a tormented young woman whose exhaustive saga never eroticizes her, even during the scenes of her abuse. A similar approach applies to Diane, another survivor of Mr. C, the Dale Cooper lookalike possessed by an entity hypothesized as embodying “the evil that men do.” Laura, Maddy Ferguson, Diane, Audrey — this issupposed to be a cyclical tragedy.
Audrey’s Ambiguity in ‘Twin Peaks: The Return’ Is Painful but Purposeful
At the time, I didn’t frame Audrey’s resolution (such as it is) with these perspectives. Neither did I appreciate how every momentThe Returnspends withAudrey inside her own living hellprioritizes her reactions to that hell. Considering the above examples, that’s not a surprising move for Lynch.The Returnlifts Audrey free from Season 2’s floundering B-plots into an adult womanwith the ashy taste of failed dreams in her mouth. Life has caught up to her, and it’s continued to egregiously disappoint, betray, and chain her down instead of giving her the freedom she’s always craved — the unlimited autonomy those myths about adulthood promise us. Her dance at the Roadhouse might seem like a beautifully needless indulgence, but it’s probably the first time Audrey has been true to herself in years; everyone even clears space for her self-expression, turning their eyes onto her and her alone. But an angry, jealous man disruptsher brief moment in the spotlight. The reality of an everyday bar brawl, and Audrey’s fervent desire to escape it all, shatters the twin illusions of choice and celebration.
What initially seems meandering and then insulting to Audrey is actuallyTwin Peaks: The Returnhaving hertest the edges of her unfair world— shaking the bars of her various cages with bitterness, rage, and grief, whatever form those cages take. It’s no wonder Audrey screams when she sees herself in the mirror. Would I still have preferred to see Audrey incorporated into the main story? Without pitting women I appreciate against each other, do I still think certain new characters nudge her into a secondary spot? Yes, on both counts. Sometimes, though, we’re not supposed to get what we want. A disturbing outcome being a male creator’s “point” never excuses poor representation,but ifThe Returndoes Audrey Horne dirty, it’saccording to the structure of her established world— one which has always producedbeauty and horrorin equal measure. If that isn’t entirely in line with Lynch andThe Return, then what is?
